(Oct 18) My FB post: “The NICU life is like a daily roller coaster that changes its track right when you think you know what to expect. It has been nice to be closer at Ronald McDonald House when we need it, and get a hot meal every evening. I have been on a junk food diet during this crisis and began having gallbladder pain again. Now, all 3 of us have different food needs. Myself on low fat, Aaron on soft, and Hannah on her mac cheese and pizza diet (lol to our picky 4y/o). I have been able to hold Gabriella a handful of times for skin to skin. Each time is different, as sometimes she begins to destat and we have to abruptly stop. Other times she has perfect O2 and rests peacefully on me. I love the encouraging messages from friends and family, as my anxiety comes and goes. I had the privilege of experiencing my first panic attack on the way to visiting the hospital and it continued that day while I was trying to hold Gabriella. Two weeks ago, the head ultrasound did identify a grade...