When I was young and shared my hopes and dreams, I have always expressed wanting to be a mom and have children. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that would include experiencing miscarriage, infertility and NICU/preemie life as an adult. I have grown from it and learned firsthand that God’s plans are usually very different than what our expectations are. M y daughter Hannah who is 4, was a good pregnancy, born February 11, 2018. It was over 24 hours of labor due to being face up, but the doctor turned her, and it was not nearly as traumatic. I had a lot of anxiety while Hannah was a baby. She woke up 3x/night till she was 2, so we waited a couple years to start trying for a second. It took over 2 years to conceive. I was pregnant for 10 weeks, sick the whole time, and knew something was wrong. Baby’s heart unexpectedly stopped, leading to a miscarriage and D&C. I had already bought boy clothing and planned a theme for the bedroom, just with the gut feeling it ...